waiting....waiting for what?? gua menunggu "dia" yang gajelas keberadaannya. menunggu dia seperti orang bodoh. dia mungkin udah lupa kali sama gua tp gua tetep aja terus nunggu dia. Je I'aime depuis longtemps ;)
1tahun........2tahun......i was waiting and finally i broken heart (for the first time). inget banget kejadian beberapa tahun yang lalu sore hari, gua lari ke rumah temen deket gua. i was tired and crying. sedih ya kalo di inget2 yg suram2 itu wkwkw :'D
flashback. back to three years ago. puppy love. beautiful. cute. fun. relaxed.
i was play with him. i was joked with him. i was angry at him. i was thought about it before i was sleep. and i was thinking i like him so much. setelah gua berfikir lagi ini bukan puppy love but first love. yeaah he'is already be my First Love.
selama beberapa bulan gua hampir lupa sama dia. mencoba lupa. berusaha melupakannya. karna gua capek berharap. gua juga takut buat berharap lebih jauh lagi. first my Heart say " you can't" but waktu menjawab " you can bil" gua berjalan seperti air slow with the flow. selama beberapa bulan gua bisa dibilang iklas dan lumayan gakepikiran lagi. waktu itu................
how about now? i miss him so much. so damn miss him. so bad miss him. miss him voice. miss him jokes. miss everything about him. miss everything about we're. really miss him :''(
kangen bercanda bareng dia. kangen nyoret2 buku tulis sama dia. kangen makan bareng jajanan. kangen liat lo nyanyi2 di kelas like the past.
maybe yang ada di fikiran dia sekarang "past just a past not more. not for today. not for tomorrow." sedih? pastilah. I can't delete all moment with you, difficult! senyuman lo, tawa lo, tatapan lo saat liat gua. kayanya terlalu sayang kalo harus dibuang gt aja.
everthing just a memories. yeah!! " JUST A MEMORIES" right? RIGHT!! *lie -_-
don't know what to do lah gua-_- just Pray. and trying. Gaboleh merasa nyesel sedikit pengen kembali ke masa lalu. gaboleh benci diri sendiri karna salah ngambil keputusan. gaboleh. hal2 kaya gt ga boleh ada sama gua.
big thx for you cause you make a beautiful my past. thank you very much. i'll miss you whenever and wherever. bye :)
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